I figured it out.

The problem with my cousin supposed at life's end is that she presents to me that she blames me for all her problems because she does not look as healthy as her mom.  My aunt isn't really nice to me and presents me with her daughter.  It affects other people, and it matters if it affects me.  Oops, people don't care about you, they don't want to talk to me.  Hm, it might take you awhile to make another excuse.  The answer already was a contradiction.  So, why not let it be at that?  Why is my cousin so different from her mom?  Why blame me?  Why would my dad bow down to her?  If I had a bad mom, dunno, but I don't plan to be any worse a person.

So, I have a nose pore strip on for the 1st time in like maybe over a year.