Sunday, March 24, 2013

You won't let me, isn't it obvious?

You don't want me to succeed, while you sit back.

rest rest rest rest


Su-shi


DayQuil


2 DayQuils + 1 Sinex


Ate

So, yesterday, I had a hot burrito and vegetable juice.

I came home and had most of a pack of sushi, think crab and cheese.

I also had 2 Hot Pockets.

Bathroom

I just had to run off and poo.

Sarcasm

Why does Ginny taunt me, like oh now I can't pee while your in the bathroom.

Not Anymore

So, Ginny is not something, therefore Orlando is not something.  I mean it, whether or not you already sorta settled on this a long time ago.

Feeling White

I guess I had to learn to react.  I'm just wondering if there's anyone who didn't marry a nigger to program me who stimulated me.  I saw my mom's cousin, and I felt European and stuff around her.

Who're you on about?

Okay, I've seen **** boys from New Orleans.  I just know they think the world is modern and they care more about you as a person.  It's kinda like about personality and stuff.  I fear though that there are Italians and Jews leading the ring.  The ring isn't Italian and Jewish.  I've seen cool boys here, too.  :|  You know, my brother existed when I was almost 4.  I had problems at 2, as well, and, apparently, 3.  I mean, we should be nice to him, but I mean, it's like he shouldn't have been born.  I mean, I got fat when my mom started to ignore me and I saw she was pregnant and my neat hair was cut.  I looked cute sometimes.  I didn't always feel European.  I was like a mold.  I was like healthy and good, but I mean my parents thought we were poor.  I mean, what?  My mom even had time to open a raw chicken but not anymore.  What would they have fed me?  Why no like cabbage?  Normal stuff.  I wonder how I grew.  I mean, I was a growing girl.  I don't feel healthy.  I'm always hungry.  I know being busy also makes you small, and I want long legs.  I mean, I was wondering what a normal hight was, and it is 5'2".

No Christmas

Well, I lived in Florida, and I found in New Orleans there's no Christmas.

Rich Dads

Funny how dads up north are really country.  Think of a rich Southern gentleman from a major city, like New Orleans, except I know of no one.

My choir director I realized .. forgot she wasn't rich, before.  Well, Ellen DeGeneres has a cool brother, and they seem to be Jewish but not like very Jewish.  So, the husband is Italian.  He seems very European but not like English and ****.

Bed

3(  Don't want to but loaded on carbs.

Passed Them Up U..U

So, how fastforwarded are adults in California?  What about the adults in Pennsylvania?  I must have passed them up.

Casual

I just realized that Southern PA supposedly is more strict and not as casual.  Casual was a big thing for me in the New Orleans area.

Disinterest

Why does it seem like Southern states fast forward and have no interest in you?  You know, like what **** Pennsylvania?  I mean, Renée Fleming is born in 1959 and from southern PA and upstate NY.  That's too bad because it's nice in the country.  I just know my dad also lived on the East Coast.  D-8

Hooked on Something

So, Ginny is hooked to Pittsburgh, but she claims it's shit.

Convinced

Pennsylvania and maybe New York are safe places to stay.  You know New England is considered like the only white place, like English.  I guess the West is funky and German.  Funny, though, about New Jersey and Pennsylvania.  Would you live in Idaho or Oregon?

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New Facebook Photo

The Chipotle pig looks like it's shooting out.

Facebook

Making up Stuff

What do you think of Órla Karron Fallon?  Why does Ginny care?  She already doesn't care about me.  You all act like I'm gay, like I'm the shit of my dad, like what he doesn't have to do to get your attention.  What is she making up?  She's not modern.  Who's gonna care?  She isn't cool.

Contradiction

So, does Ellen DeGeneres get mad at you for being tacky but want to say she's the tackier 1 to be nice?

What I Wish I Did

Junior High
•have a blog and post on forums
•piano

High School

Year 1
1 English II G
2 Geometry H
3 World Geography
4 Biology I H
5 Career Orientation | Civics
6 PE I
7 Art I

Year 2
1 English III APG
2 Algebra II G
3 World History (H?)
4 Chemistry I H
5 PE II | Health
6 Spanish I
7 Art II

Year 3
1 English IV APG
2 Adv Math APG
3 American History H
4 Physics I H
5 Spanish II
6 Free Enterprise |
7

College: Political Science Pre-Law

Passion: Working With Kids on Stage

You know, in high school there wasn't much to do with performing.  Talented Theater centered on interpreting plays and not on interpreting people.  I don't know where I'd go to college, might want to stay home or study in the city and seems I would get in if I got the same grades I started with.  Loyola is nice.  It's by Tulane, so you can eat there, and Tulane has football.  I couldn't really succeed in the non-honors courses, but the school is nice.  I would probably go to Delgado, the CC.  Maybe, that would prep me like to go to UNO.  The funny thing is I was always good.  I don't really see any smart kids, but they all get in college.

Y O Y

Why did I get the idea Ellen DeGeneres blew a horn of hysteria that I thought someone on IMDb was following me?

Forum Post

Re: Countries
  by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986   2 seconds ago (Sun Mar 24 2013 00:54:08)
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So, Africa is just good because they will tell us of the sins of the Europeans, as well as the Middle Easterners to the Asians. I think Indonesians are a varied people. I know some of them live in tribes and go naked. There are sexy black people. Think of maybe a lady born in 1959. I guess Middle Easterners are interested in being dark for some reason, the men.

What about the racial hatred, that you will never make it? Is there some mystery about northern Europe? Like, maybe the land isn't full enough? I hope it isn't too cold. So, Middle Easterners must have always been mysterious. They might be like Asians with the dark hair and neutral skin.

I guess white people have to learn to accept Asians, and my point is that there was something there or there wasn't not just they're not as good as you if they do something they're supposed to do. Maybe, it wasn't as white, but I mean maybe some of them are. You just have to remember there might be someone else, too, who is white.

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Forum Post

Countries
  by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986   3 seconds ago (Sun Mar 24 2013 00:35:31)
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What do you think about the existence of Africa? We shouldn't tell them they aren't the Middle East, same with China. What if you compared them and not say squinty eyes? I mean, Asians are just shy but human. So, pretty much a squinty face is Asian. India may be Middle Eastern but learned from China. It just isn't as exciting. I'm sure it's exciting, but I mean even Egypt is exciting in its own way. I think Arabia is the 1 with the wrap around the head. ~ I should be more open to cultures like Arabia, but I mean Aladdin is Arabian. I do not believe Europeans "are" Arabian in a good way more than Asians. I believe that is just a thought. Maybe, that's why Jews clung to Egypt. Egypt is kinda like Pakistan but seems to have more of that square look. They, with Arabia, are mysterious, like Polynesia. Indonesia may be something like Pakistan. I am guessing that maybe every Asian country but Burma is like China, even Nepal. I just don't understand the European connection except that they are connected to Europe, the only thing being supposedly that it's just influence and not prior assimilation. I mean, maybe they're more like the Sundanese, who are descended from the Thai in the Middle Ages than the Africans, which maybe the Africans are the most mysterious and connected to the Earth, more than the Native American indians in South America. Remember, their colonies which look like the formation of our culture we brought here, the lines of like Spanish-looking houses with the clay pots and stuff? What if it's the northern indians who are Mongoloid? I mean, maybe not, but you never know. That's probably my bet. I mean, what about the Eskimos? Maybe, bad living conditions equal dark skin. What will that say for the Middle East? People are convinced Indonesians are European, but maybe none of them are that light. I mean, they leave and they don't know what to do. ~ ~ ~ So, why are Africans more connected to the earth? I mean, it's a good place, but they aren't white. The mystery seems to lie in the people. The black people here are nice, but I mean they seem so American. They just don't like their jobs. They need to be in other jobs, marketing or working with the Latin Americans in factories. I mean, I would work with Latin Americans. I didn't enjoy my teacher with a Latin American dad. I guess maybe different people would want to drive buses, but I'm guessing they want subways and trollies on tracks. You know, in New Orleans, they're always debating if it's right for citizens to take the trollies. I know there's no bus to the city. They could be business psychologists. I mean, that seems like their fiel'. They do well in successful things, like the President, what else? Why not any singers? Maybe, they need to do something like children's music. They're good at folk music in productions. Ah, I failed to make any point but had a lot to say.

Ohhh

Y O Y

Why do I feel Ellen DeGeneres reads my crappy blog?  I mean, it's not offensive.  I don't seem to have anything to share with anyone her age.

What I Said

I just said that Ellen DeGeneres isn't nice and that her mom is, and I'm not like my parents.

Not Nice

Ellen DeGeneres isn't nice like her mom.

Proof

Can anyone just explain why Ellen DeGeneres is mad or even antsy that I think my eyes looking like my parents's is like Lily-Rose looking like hers?  See it's that N word thing, and I'm not gonna take that.  I'm a tough, serious, moral person, and you're not, I found.  Have fun having *** with someone and finding that you're not good.

Comments

Comment 1

You know, I'm actually from Florida. Your dad isn't. He doesn't even care about the beach. He cares @ his pirate tattoos. I have no clue about Tim Burton. I mean, no offense to anything good. I mean, you're like telling me about Florida in the 70s? You're overly sensitive and probably don't speak English very well. I mean, I'm not like not European or anything. You know, if you want any attention then come and get it cause no one's gonna wait. I just noticed my post seemed to match yours. See, I didn't say anything that seems like what you're not supposed to say, it's just that people these days tend to avoid facts. [3 You know, just because you like those country guys, I mean it might be a good idea, but I mean some people have their own music they actually promote and no one like responds. I mean, even the bands in England are kinda annoying, nowadays, really. You might have to try Germany. What happened to Miley Cyrus? She's from Nashville. Memphis seems more like New Orleans. Taylor Swift is kinda funny. If you've seen Girl Authority, they're from Boston, just some normal girls making an odd group. Kentucky seems to be a good place, it's up north, except there's this funny thing about people from Southern Pennsylvania and anywhere but the middle center of Ohio. I found someone online, though, I like. I don't really know anyone very European from the NE, though. So, I mean, that's pretty cool. I hope you still have a good relationship with your dad.. It seems like the Jonas Brothers were the last beat of the drum. So, nice blog post @ a band. =>

Reply 1

It's great to be online. I would have gotten a blog and found a forum sooner, stored videos and photos. Too bad I was concerned about other things, like piano. I just needed something to do.

Watcha Thinkin'?

What do you think about American men?  Like, I know that people from the Northeast other than Pennsylvania and aspects of NY are European.  I think people in places like Wisconsin and Ohio are funky like Germany.  Same with like Minnesota.  The rest is probably more like the country, maybe upstanding country houses and not pounding pounding.  It seems that there must be people in the great West or whatever who are normal.  In Orlando, they're homey, and I mean the culture may be nothing, but there are mysteries like Ginny.  It's fun to walk by the cars.  The people are different, kinda funny.  I mean, I haven't done much.

Problem

I was wondering why my brother wasn't shaped like a ball, and I just for no reason felt like my private was shaped like him.  You know why that upsets me?  Because I had to deal with CRAP.  Also, my dad left the TV on, stuff my brother and I like about cooking, stuff they're proud of.  Why does he care about Pennsylvania shit?  Isn't he from there?  His dad's from by NYC.  I mean, I find him kinda like a gay boy.  I mean, he like gets in the way of my social life, somehow.  I understand everyone has this problem, though, for some reason.  It was funny, I looked different ways when I was little and didn't really enjoy it, but like then I was presentable at certain times.  Ellen DeGeneres seemed to have an uninteresting life.  She seems programmed to feel for shit, like inklings of dorky kids with dorky parents.  I mean, I just feel she isn't impressed with me, "Oh, you had a good mom."  THEN SHUT THE HELL UP.  She just wasn't a good kid, too, I think.  Most kids seem that way.  I was a good kid.  You'll say, no, it was just your mom or her race.  Okay, but I thought white people were attractive.  I don't give a crap about my grandma acting niggerish for nigger Ginny.  She's nothing.

New Video of Me

and anotha thing ) ) )

When I turned off the recorder, I thought it was turned off in time, same with a light.  Why is Ginny going for stupid people with older parents?  Why can't kids with dads born in 1950 live their dreams?  Why do you care about SHIT!  Oh, so, I just talk to all the tacky people in the tacky way, I see, just because of my dad's age.  Watcha gonna do when you find out that you talk to other people like that?

Also, I was walking and got mad at a professor and acted like he was shit.  I was sad he looked shorter.  A fat professor outside of class was mean to me like I did something, and I didn't really care because I'm 26.  Oh, if you wanted to know, I did it in a reluctant way, just because people push me to think of curse words.  What can I do?  So, I didn't mean to hurt him.  I felt sorry for him, like the teachers at Valencia....

Problems

Every time I open Firefox, I think of this friend with parents 45 years older born in 1941, the dad older by I don't know how much but with the same birthday as me.  Poor friend, but I use Firefox all the time.  Learn to think about what's important.  I mean, if it matters to me, then it matters.  I'm the 1 being wronged.

Also, I feel my right sack + left sack.  My right sack feels like it's being tugged at.  Um, I didn't do anything.  Is this because of CRAPPY TIM BURTON?