Thursday, March 28, 2013

How I'm Feeling

Feverish.. Hm.  Miss Easter and the meeting?  Naw.  Gotta lug out the suitcase now, van @ 6:35.  Only @ an hour, better iron now.

Sad Tale B(

Ginny's last name is probably Welsh, and Tim Burton's last name is probably English by Wales..  What did that mean for little Nell

Can't Keep Track of Anything

*peels wood with serious look*

Just ~ Imagine ~

Ginny @ church

What If

Ginny gave up her life to say like I don't care if a talented person is unsuccessful, maybe afraid to put her toes in the sand at the beach, and then says well yea I didn't care really in some way it seems that that means that like Johnny Depp you won't be able to sing-

All the Same

What's the song that goes, "some things are not quite the same" or "as they seem" possibly.

Why does Helena Bonham Carter think everything's the same?  You know, she also is very nice, but we don't really know why she is so like hard and sorta seems dead and just lives to please and be racist.  How can you live with someone who is racist just to you?  I just got the message Ginny was like tearing at her hair like a mad, ma~ad rat because it was never fair, unless when she was younger..

What should I be doing? 8|

I don't feel like going back to bed.  My eyes just went hazy.  I wanna go to gym, but I mean then after I eat and have a meeting and then I hit the showers.  xp  My dad got me the volume shampoo, the brand of the mask, and it was $22 each.  Funny they had a pack of not too small the same $24 with something else, but no serum.  *yawn*  I am still awake.  8|

Watcha thinkin'?

What if Ginny scans something and then says because you did this thing as a moral joke you get punished, but I don't care what I said because you called  racist person a nigger.

Up

I just ***********.  This time I felt something, and I felt like a kid.  |B  I did feel too old for some strange reason, though.  I felt like a boy with a mom born like who knows but looks like 1960 or maybe like 1945 style.  You know maybe part German part Anglo..  The effects died away.  I dunno, I mean I just got up and did it.  I wonder if I can play piano.  I've done this since before I started, but luckily I've also done gymnastics as a kid, but we didn't do bar, here.  They took it away where they have adult gym on Saturdays.  So, this was rather long and steady.  Do you know of kids with a dad born like in 1970?  I saw this rebellious girl with straight like reddish blonde hair maybe and bangs outside with like a sandbox, and then she was gone.  I wonder if she has blood from New Jersey.  Maybe not indian maybe not Jewish.  I go around and don't feel I see real people.  The kids are dirty and underfed, you know, like strangly, like people used to have strangly hair.  I'm dead serious, there are no real people in this town.  There never were, in a way, but I mean they seemed somewhat real.

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Now is the time to seize the day, answer the call and don't delay
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  • Christina Barrett So, you're at work, I'm guessing. I took a walk so I wouldn't get like anxious, ate out, and now I'm still awake, doing my nails, have to pack, will probably wait outside with my alarm. I also have to get a back out of the washing machine and hope it dries and iron my pants for Easter.

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To: Barb Barrett

liked a picture of a woman sitting in the rain with a quote about people crying alone

8-0 to a Star Wars thingy of older men


To: Linda Barber Jordan

You and 2 others like this.
Christina Barrett I saved it. I am learning to cook soon. I make things like buffalo chicken sandwiches.



To: Anna

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So, did your family also grow up around Pennsylvania-

Pushing Me Back

Ye Orlando citizens killed me off.  Stop dragging me back to the past to mistakes.  WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM.

Just Saying

I was just saying that was the problem, decided not to comment.  I mean, I knew that life in general was an issue.  You didn't have to spit back ye nigga.

,:>

Gayness

Why do people in 1958 bring all thoughts that are untrue to the surface?  They are saying hey I'm just born in 1958 don't touch me I'm here to get attention.

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Hi Christina, what is going on these days with you?
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Christina Barrett Having fun online, found a teacher I like so far. In the summer, I want to go to Disney and 6 Flags. I even thought of doing floristry training but guess not. I am trying to get in NMSU for Vocal Diction, eventually, and keep going to AMTC every ½ year to get in a movie, singing, dancing, stand-up comedy.

My teacher had me see a counselor, and I got pulled out of being able to register for more classes. I told them I'd sue if they didn't quit it. I'm seeing him, tomorrow. In fact, I see him again in the evening with my mom. I was supposed to see him last week but didn't feel like going. I was so physically tired, like from weight training and going to the gas stations and getting food there. All I did was hit the folder and paper with pens and pencils when she made me mad. She didn't say anything. The counselor doesn't help- }; It really stressed me out and put me off. I didn't find it funny and find her selfish. I told a girl who's been in her class so far for 3 semesters just yesterday, and she probably feels the same way. She hasn't been turned down like you know for who she is and being encouraged to improve. She's a nice, heavyset girl.

TTYL



To: Anna

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You and your cousins are very sweet. My cousin is a bit strange. You can tell she thinks I'm a different ethnicity. I can't compare myself to my grandma. I mean, she seems like a Christian, you know? I only seen a picture of her when she was maybe 5 or possibly even 7. I don't think I saw pictures of her when my dad was young. I don't know, though.. Hey, I have this teacher with a dad from Pittsburgh, a mom from California, she's from Santa Clara by San Fransisco.. Her last name is Welsh and possibly a bit English but you know doesn't seem so. She is divorced and I know her real last name, now. She's done voices at Disney since 1988. Been here since like 1982 teaching. Studied in San Diego, as well. You guys's clothes are nice. I wonder why your friend doesn't wear glasses, but she looks sweet. Pennsylvania .. or NY is a nice place. I see you are built like me, with kinda heavyset arms. I think it replaced the fat because I couldn't fit into a dress for Easter my Oma made. So, how is your mom? I don't do college but if I have to have Political Science Pre-Law planned as race-based, want a nice life and a nice house, know that most of today is based on talent and art and psychology but not necessarily like clinically, you know, different story altogether. So, I plan to go to NMSU (New Mexico) and want to study Vocal Diction there, singing stuff. I can go to football games. You know, 1 semester. I was gonna go to Saint Bonaventure, but I guess I decided not to and just wanted to "get out of Florida" and forgot about it but want to maybe some other year. I should visit, too. I mean, I lived in the New Orleans area, but it's just that it's dark and I mean they aren't used to "being on land." They're the most prejudiced about their heritage nowadays, the famous people like Tim Burton and his daughter. I mean, I did what I was supposed to and won't take no for an answer, be told I didn't do something, like I didn't work ever technically or like well I'm too late to change. Well, okay, g'nite.

To: Anna

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Hm, I hope you're on a good schedule of stuff. I just ate supper with my family today and feel thinner, took a long walk and ate out. You look very cute. Learn to appreciate what strength.s you have. 8I

Watched Some TV

History @ Aliens.. a good thing to watch because I took to it.

Then, Theater Talk.  They showed a girl on stage being featured and an evil grin has spread across my face and I turned it off.  It was Annie, though.

Problem

I go home and get shitty messages and hear funny noises in my room.  I go to class and Ginny farts me off in private.  I hate it when the noises don't stop because they sound kinda like someone could be doing them..

Also, Ginny thinks that because Tim Burton did something good everyone else is bad.  Please respond by commenting here.