Saturday, March 23, 2013
A Feeling From a Thought
I had a feeling from a thought of barking New Orleans thinking I couldn't be thin and attractive because my dad chose to be fat like other guys but not very fat.
Racial Finale
I don't like nigger races who start out attractive and end up bitchy. So, Ginny isn't white?
The Rise of the **** People
So, now, people are going into the homes of normal, European people and telling them they can't let out a fart in their own restrum.
Realization
I realized your problem was you didn't think I could go along and live my life happily, that I couldn't really appear nice to you like my parents, who are older than you.
Tree Things
I realized 2 important facts from listening. I was jogging, and my PE coach inspired me that I should have, like the shit in Florida online, been in Logan's Run, I saw this picture on a Facebook like of blocks showing the scene and a cat crouching there. So, it's like you just sorta see the world not like a fantasy, and it seems kinda nostalgic and even like it escapes you, like it's magic in that sense, in that way. I was listening to Les Miserables, and I thought I could do something with people from England or Europe and be recognized as white and break the frontier of living this way. Also, being 1/2 Caucasian or whatever I would be more attractive than a Middle Eastern, maybe if you thought about the possibility, like why would I be more Asian, from having an unattractive father, and that Middle Easterners I just realized such up to whites because they say Asians are bad and that Jews aren't "harder" physically.. than Asians and Middle Easterners. Ellen DeGeneres just posted a picture of her by a tree..
Kno' what I'm sayin'?
Why does Ellen DeGeneres think I made it thinking it was right my parents made my brother unattractive for me? Maybe, he is. He just isn't that European, know what I'm sayin'?
Something suddenly came up.
I was thinking Ellen DeGeneres got mad at my mom. I guess she has no need to share anything because she know she will be accepted for whatever she does. She also wonders about my brother. I just didn't agree with the fact that he was better than my mom. The reason was not that I dislike my dad. Also, I feel that people are mad because they think they figured something out and that I should be with them and worship others.
Ah!
I just folded my laundry, drying more, washing towels, hung up laundry, have more to iron. I have 2 full loads more to wash, actually. We ran out of towels, for some reason. I almost threw up. I had 4 Pizza Pockets (pepperoni) and most of my buffalo chicken sub with blue cheese.
I figured it out.
The problem with my cousin supposed at life's end is that she presents to me that she blames me for all her problems because she does not look as healthy as her mom. My aunt isn't really nice to me and presents me with her daughter. It affects other people, and it matters if it affects me. Oops, people don't care about you, they don't want to talk to me. Hm, it might take you awhile to make another excuse. The answer already was a contradiction. So, why not let it be at that? Why is my cousin so different from her mom? Why blame me? Why would my dad bow down to her? If I had a bad mom, dunno, but I don't plan to be any worse a person.
So, I have a nose pore strip on for the 1st time in like maybe over a year.
So, I have a nose pore strip on for the 1st time in like maybe over a year.
Your Fantasies
So, I started watching Renée Fleming and went back to see what I did since her last interview, and I listened to my rendition of Die Forelle and heard me say Lang and thought of how the Lang in New Orleans died.
Facebook Conversation
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- Emily Marie Wellman and Michael Tadlock like this.
- Christina Barrett Yea, that's what you're supposed to and what is important and known. It's probably the right thing.
- Christina Barrett On an IMDb board, we should all go there and like have a pizza party, sometime, like we all buy pizza some night.
- Christina Barrett Buffalo chicken subs, things like chicken quesedilla with extra white sauces, beef & greens, then just suplementary things on the side: sushi, hot burritos @ gas stations, junk food. Desserts. 3) Health food @ school|activities.. our final was supposed to be a pizza party.
- Christina Barrett Thanks for the Like, Mike. Pizza is good, try health pizza and Pizza Hut pan pizza. I know Dominos has good personal pizzas.
- Christina Barrett Yea, can you think of anything better? Maybe, there's some kind of sandwich with hot sauce and white sauce of chicken tenders, soaked in sauce, in a good sub roll|bun. I know about moofalattas.
But Gimme Gimme Mo'r
People in Orlando think Ginny is more than Ellen DeGeneres, but Ellen DeGeneres will only play with me against her.
Problem
What dp you think of all these sarcastic messages seeping through that we think were put there physically because of Ellen DeGeneres?
That's what I'm talking about. Before I watched her, I never thought she was a bad person. Well, since things like the N word thing.
That's what I'm talking about. Before I watched her, I never thought she was a bad person. Well, since things like the N word thing.
Problem
I just posted my entry, and my YouTube video froze. I was thinking about how my mom thinks the right thing and Ellen DeGeneres doesn't.
Back to Innocence 3|
Why does Ellen DeGeneres critique you for doing things that people don't do if you just did something in a good way and won't let you be cool? I'm talking about style. '}:D
Stupidity
Ellen DeGeneres, Ginny, etc., don't see things from all sides of an issue like a normal person and are mean to people with those intelligences as well as their attractive blessings.
What People Know
My mom and dad are critical of Ginny, like they say her decisions are results of her flaws. I just think well no I know that you're just upset because we aren't gonna accept cheating since Tim Burton.
As for my mom's race, I mean when you do something wrong you can't make an excuse or you will have to like sorta deal with someone else of another race you don't like. I know you're just complaining, and you think I complain about shit and everybody does and you won't let me because you're a jealous Caucasian.
As for my mom's race, I mean when you do something wrong you can't make an excuse or you will have to like sorta deal with someone else of another race you don't like. I know you're just complaining, and you think I complain about shit and everybody does and you won't let me because you're a jealous Caucasian.
Several Points
Most importantly, if you want every living piece of crap to be able to clone me, then why don't you want me to be ac-ceptable? 3[
Then, another point.. oh yea, I know you're like following me telling me if someone comes up and I make a point it must be a mistake because it's too uptight, but I mean you don't really seem to have made the right decisions and display jeaousy.
What was the other thing?
Oh yes, being from Florida, is more like NY in advancement than PA, so I know that there are many like feels to an issue, not just "what."
Then, another point.. oh yea, I know you're like following me telling me if someone comes up and I make a point it must be a mistake because it's too uptight, but I mean you don't really seem to have made the right decisions and display jeaousy.
What was the other thing?
Oh yes, being from Florida, is more like NY in advancement than PA, so I know that there are many like feels to an issue, not just "what."
Facebook Share
Also, my cousin posted something on my Wall, before.
Is she German or Asian? You don't know? You know I had a dream my face was reshaped by Ellen DeGeneres last night. I don't find that funny. Why did you Like this? Now, I'm posting it on my Facebook. I know you're thinking that might be like me in some flippin' way.
Is she German or Asian? You don't know? You know I had a dream my face was reshaped by Ellen DeGeneres last night. I don't find that funny. Why did you Like this? Now, I'm posting it on my Facebook. I know you're thinking that might be like me in some flippin' way.
Problem
I'm being made fun of and cornered for wanting to feel good and attractive myself. Like, I'm sensitive. My mom slammed the car door at a certain time, and it like made my eye muscle stick in my head.
Problem
**** my dad. He made my grandma say that because I was mad at people hurting my daughter - what a selfish, worthless, racist nigger fart - that my daughter would singularly get older 1 day - what a stupid idiot. He says, "That's that," and you listen to him and don't k*** him.
Problem
Why is Ginny so cynical. Like, she might look at my photo on Flickr and say ooh Christina looks like her mother ½ her age. I DON'T KID AND MOST PEOPLE DO SO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE. I wonder if Tim Burton is really for kids from Florida. I wonder if he thinks like the further south the more from Florida.
Dream
I remember being in Renée Fleming's class and Ginny's at nights. Her was around 11 AM. I had been to a class and she gave me a lock and I locked myself in a desk and she had a huge wrench to get it out. I remember going to the cafe and there was like maybe 3 or 4 different lines of food. They had like mushy beef today, so I got it, with a bunch of other stuff. A shorter, fat lady with p**** hair told me to get more in another plate, like beans and rice and macaroni and cheese which seemed mostly mushy with stuff infiltrated in. Renée Fleming told me to ... wait I was eating all this candy, like a few candy corns for awhile and thought I had tootsie rolls. It turned out I had candy corns with little beads and kept eating them, that she said to eat, like because . So, then I went to the bathroom with a student who was probably bigger or supposedly older. The bathroom was like big and complex, like such a complex thing, very dark and blueish green and shiney. I finally locked myself in and ate the candy corns, locked myself in safely as a girl passed. I guess I left and was in the car with my dad. I probably almost went back to class. I was in the car with 2 other girls like my Facebook photo kinda. I imagined sitting in the car as I'd imagined supposedly, nostalgically looking by, with a sash tied around my waist, a big sash, like with a dress, like maybe a colored sash and a less-colored dress. Supposedly, we were in the nation's oldest continuing city, and I said to go to the oldest (wooden) school house and then my school, of the oldest parish. It turned out it was night, and there was a walking cat wearing dark glasses so as not to hypnotize anyone, a black and white cat in like 80s pin sorta black and maybe grey glasses sitting on its nose as it hopped up skipping many steps. I forget now, oh yes, me not being all white it was still alive from around 1700 ready to get me in the school there. There were other creepy things. My dad went along like he was a flying piece of art and sang and missed certain peak notes that I would get and so did the cat. Earlier, I remember I was on another adventure, like a water slide. I guess I was stuck there. I thought .. well there was this disgusting like hot dog with fuzz around it punching something in its ear that caused a hole of blood. It kept putting the device in and out. It was talking to Ellen DeGeneres. Something happened to me that wasn't as bad with blood, but it bothered me. Then I imagined she was really a spirit on my body, like she really was and she was plastic surgery-ing my face to look like those blue men. It felt good just to talk to her. It's like my face was too puffy from the cold. So, I was with another girl when I was done. I guess the most interesting part was the old cat. You know, I posted on IMDb, "Would you want Johnny Depp to insult you just to talk to you?" The thing is when he talks to you he can be insulting even if you are just being nice. What else? Also, I had some pictures of me where I looked more like I was from New Orleans, and for some reason I looked that way after talking to my grandma. Some people go in there and are successful, but the people from there may not be very nice. Also, my mom affected 1 of my eyes to seem more Asian but not look as European as her. I didn't follow suit. So, I mean, it was just a mistake. I was recently thinking it was annoying Italian people from the South wanted to transform my dad. I just realized how crappy that is. I just know that Italians are treated differently and that if I were Italian I wouldn't do what they do. Why do I feel I got a message at the end of this? Why would you do what an Italian does? You don't. That's a topic. We don't know. Who all did that to my face? Etc. Renée Fleming? I wouldn't do that. I mean, I wasn't doing anything before. You're really just seeing things. We should do something like that to you. I'm sorry if you're mad at yourself.. If you have a problem, you're not allowed to. Leave my family alone. You're gay. You can't hurt them. I'm not my family. You can talk to me. I don't hurt you. I don't make fun of you. It seems there's more to say, but I don't know what to say. I know my head was changing from skipping school. It was getting bigger and poofier. Um, my face does not affect you. I am not from Pennnsylvania. Please, stop hurting me and misinterpreting me. I'm not a Care Bear.
How I'm Feeling
I should have shaved. I feel kinda beat, maybe the gymnastics, not going back, no good teachers..
I have to lie down, I guess, tired of the music? Maybe turn it on.
I have to lie down, I guess, tired of the music? Maybe turn it on.
Watcha think @
What do you think about adults, like do you think (hey I just realized something about comfort) that being from the South makes you feel submissive to people from up north because I don't.
Facebook Comment
So, Ellen DeGeneres is in Sydney. She's with Portia. Apparently, she hasn't eaten enough, as most people, you know? It looks like she saw the pictures I loaded or knew I was loading them or something or maybe I just look like her something. I'm not sure what it was. It also reminds me of my brother in another way from before how I looked like him when I was mad, had nothing to live for. Hm, I just coughed and felt something in my left brain rumble, like a wound. I wonder if Ginny expects something for all the shit she does. I thought she was a person. She's gay. The kids in her class are shit.
Problem
I will get you in Hell for the shit you're doing to me. Ginny, I don't need to get over anything. I have no problems. I did nothing wrong. Why don't you get something spread about you?
I told you so.
Ginny, I already told you you were mean. You aren't accepting kids who are nice to you. You pretend they are all good. Stop flippin' around like you're someone.
How I'm Feeling
I didn't put on moisturizer, didn't have a nice towel, and didn't shave. I might do the moisturizer.
Problem
Stop sitting there like Ellen DeGeneres telling me I'm not impressive and don't do anything for older people. I go to click a button, and some memory comes rushing back.
Done
I feel like a bandaid. Yea, I'm having my female thing, light. I contacted to get an appointment with a female doctor since it's not coming back. I told my psychiatrist. Going to bed soon. My dad will be back at noon. He was visiting his mom at his oldest sister's house, who is younger.
I see what's being done.
Stop getting me to admit submission at will. Why? Because it's wrong. What it does it's just like not the point. It's like you're nothing, not even a celestial being.
Oon a Distant Shore
Maybe I should just **** you. You keep telling me I'm shit for the way I was treated in the distant past and that today that means the same thing.
The Romance
Did you ever think of the romance of the Chinese|Asians, the Spanish, and the Jews in the early 1900s?
Problem
Stop telling me you're there for ***. That's gay. I think I know what I'm doing. Stop telling me I "did something" because I'm here to tell you "I did not." Hm, I did do something, I didn't "do" something. I'm not 1 of those many bad kids. WHAT THE FUCK WAS YOUR PROBLEM. Hey, are you telling me you did something for me? Oh, you mean like maybe you read my blog..and..didn't talk to me..sent me insults. Torture me.
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